Gas giant
but i think im just more aware of everything i lack.
like a deer in headlights i realized how little i am how little i know how little ive grown in this time
its much easier to appear to have substance than to truly embody anything of meaning.
i am a gas giant walking through hazy streets
dazed beyond saving
i am fated to deflate
heat death would have saved me
but instead i face humiliation


"i am fated to deflate"
Felt. How beautifully put.